Original lyrics

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Sick of living, unwilling to die I've been hated my whole fucking life Beat down and broken as my world fell apart My hands are empty but I still have my heart Lost in the dark and I can't see the light Believed the lie that life was black and white Hate in your eyes in all that you see You should've been a better friend to me I won't submit in spite of your disease I'll be the one that you wouldn't be I'll turn on you and watch you bleed I don't care what it is but I know what I need Painkiller Give me the painkiller Painkiller Take me to the place where I can feel nothing Left you behind, I can't carry your weight I'm not your failure or your guilt and shame It's not dark yet but I can feel it come Feels like my life is already done See what I am, you hurt more than you helped I don't need you, it's on myself My heart's a wound I need to numb I can see the light, the worst is yet to come Painkiller Give me the painkiller Painkiller Take me to the place where I can feel nothing No hurt No pain Let me do my goddamn thing In their lies I found the truth I pushed away the pain of youth Where I'm from I would not hide I scratched, I clawed, I broke the binds Escape without the strain of life No one will get out alive Painkiller Give me the painkiller Painkiller Take me to the place where I can feel nothing