Lonely Life lyrics

(chorus) why dont u feel the way I want u t0 I always thought that u would be so tru now everytime I look into your eyes me minus u is such a lonely life (1st verse) do u miss me like I miss u remember I promised u the world foreva your man foreva my girl now mama always told me there be days like this when I would reminse on them games I used to play so I got what was giving she left me my only reason for living a year ago I was floating on a day dream today im just a love feind stuck on blackstreet sick for a fix your candy coated lipstick bubble gum kisses that were blown in the wind and never end do u remember that I gave u love and my reality me n u agianst the world all odds agianst us shame we started playin silly little mind games and filled hugs and kisses reach for a broken truth and all I have to say to u is simply this u lied to me baby whyd u have to lie to me (chorus) im sittin in the dark thinkin how much i loved u como te quiero what I wouldnt do 4 u and memories of those days habrasos y besos huggs n kisses many people never meet that 1 and if u leave ill be another 1 otra persona dying inside having no pride please tell me why in the middle of the night taking all my dreams todos mis suenos everything I need so watch a grown man cry cuz this is what it sounds like when a soul dies I dedicate this song to u uh uh I dedicate my life to u cuz theres in this world that I need more than to be by your side foreva more (chorus) how can I live with myself sometimes I wonda reachin out was my love not good enough its so rough to figure out doubts of arguments regrets so deep agian in be