Death of a dream lyrics

I thought I'd learned my lesson I thought i had it all I never thought I had find myself with my back against the wall I'm waiting in a corner For a chance to make my move To come as far as me With still so much left to prove Death of a dream Death of a dream How much do I have to see Before I believe? Before I believe? I've got a ways to travel Before I mellow out I never thought I had find myself doing the thing I'm doing now A blanket for Patricia A straight bullet for me We all know she is beautiful But what does it really mean? Death of a dream Death of a dream How much do I have to see Before I believe? Death of a dream Oh, death of a dream How much do I have to see Before I believe? Before I believe? Before I believe? Death of a dream...