The Selfish lyrics

Here I am Just like in the old times Gotta play it right Or I'll lose my mind I had the control Yeah, I thought I had Sometimes I feel so weak When facing death I had that big feeling thought Like this, it was, for many years Everything was a huge show Just like life itself Addicted feelings, them I feel the acid Running down my brain What happened before Is now reality again I gonna bet all I have And it doesn't matter at all