True Blue lyrics

There is a villain in my dreams He turned me sour when I was sixteen Everyone's faces always go Turn into his eventually I'm never really knowing who I’m really crying over oh Mom always said I was a true blue I'm never knowing what to do I never like it when you go You're leaving in the morning when it's dark and cold It always happens in the wintertime I lose myself and then come back a different kind You're always laughing off the truth Just when I'm really trying to get to you You're seeing faces voices in your head You know that I'm just trying to go to bed I'm never really knowing who I'm really crying over oh Mom always said I was a true blue I'm never knowing what to do