Inverse lyrics

I do feel now From the point where all is broken It relieves me somehow I do feel now That the gift that you are living Has always kept me down See my day as I go See all that you have wanted to know Even if I despair though you can see That all your preparations may not work on me See my day as I go See all that you have wanted to know You cannot accept that I believe In nothing more than myself completely Do we really need to be A part of your devastating property? And if I don't regress, will you find me? I don't want to live my life eternally