At Least the Pain is Real lyrics

I don't know what to do And I can't talk to you I don't know what you mean When you say the pain you feel Is it real, am I freed Am I trying to break your will It's the challenge of the century Well I know that you were meant for me I let you go, but no one's supposed to know They found I moved right in And I don't approve of them [?] I don't know what to do And I cannot talk to you I don't know what you mean When you say the pain you feel Is it real, am I freed Am I trying to break your will It's the challenge of the century Well I know And when the night breaks Into a thousand Different pieces And they all look like you In the eyes That's enough Twist the knife And let me die.