Limbo of Existence lyrics

There's a dark cloud around me I scream in the void Facing my demons It's easier to succumb But I'm too weak to live and too weak to die I'm in the limbo of existence I think I'll be ok I just need to get through this Nine drops under my tongue Hope my brain turns into my home Opiates and barbiturates with a sip of gin Highly unrecommended I think I'll be ok I just need to get through this Nine drops under my tongue Hope my brain turns into my home Maybe you will need some Narcan When you finally find me home Life is not for the weak