Chasing (feat. Mikayla Sippel) (Demo) lyrics

[Mikayla Sippel] I just wanna run away Find somewhere that feels safe Find somewhere the bad days Don't come as often in this sad phase Somewhere I can be loved Where I don't have to run away from my flaws And I don't have to be afraid of my thoughts This high, this high that I've been chasing [NF & Mikayla Sippel] Doesn't have an exit I don't learn my lesson I don't see no endin' in sight I don't feel the best when I try Holdin' my head up high but it's not workin' Makin' you cry makes me feel like a bad person (bad person) And something's got a hold on me They don't see the world I see Heartbеat in my chest feels weak It's really startin' to wеigh on me, yeah I just wanna run away And find somewhere that feels safe Find somewhere the bad days Don't come as often in this sad phase Somewhere I can be loved Where I don't have to run away from my flaws And I don't have to be afraid of my thoughts With this high, this high that I've been chasing Always likes the sad trip And ruin all my friendships Way too many questions in my mind I don't have the answers but I try Holdin' my head up high but it's not workin', yeah Making you sad makes me feel like a bad person (bad person, person) I said some awful things last week Messin' with my self-esteem Mixed up my priorities It's really startin' to weigh on me, yeah [Mikayla Sippel] I just wanna run away Find somewhere that feels safe Find somewhere the bad days Don't come as often in this sad phase Somewhere I can be loved Where I don't have to run away from my flaws And I don't have to be afraid of my thoughts With this high, this high that I've been chasing