Original lyrics
ENMy most considered, like, successful moment of my life was the worst
The most depressed I've ever been
Literally feeling like I'd probably be happier if I was just dead
I got a number one on Billboard, my song is massive right now
Like, I may never have a song this big again
My tour, I think every date sold out except one date
So I literally had everything that I had always dreamed of happening (yeah)
And I felt
I didn't feel happy at all
And so I think what happened was I spiraled really bad
'Cause I was like: I'm here, and if this is it, there's gotta be more for me
'Cause if this is it, like, it's not gonna work
