Who Should? lyrics

I should love you, put my faith in you. But I have issuses with you. I'm only as strong as you make me to be. I have doubts cause you mostly disappoint. I could of worshipped you and every word you said. If you know everything, then what's going on in my head. I should love you, put my faith in you. But I have issuses with you. How do I know you're real? You haven'yt proved you are. I still don't know how I came this far. I could kill myself. You show me you don't care. By telling me to do things alone in this life-long nightmare. You should love me, wish the best for me. But all you do, you do is disappoint me.