Comfort lyrics

I've been searching for home in hotel rooms, looking for love where I left it Something to tether my heart to, but I let go when I get it Last time I left the door open, they messed up the clothes in my suitcase I keep running back to that moment, I should let go and I'll get it I need comfort but I hate being comfortable I wonder why I hate getting what I want It's torture but I can't seem to shake it off (Shake it off, shake it off) If I could retrace my footsteps to see where I lost my direction Then maybe we'd never look back 'cause you push and I pull back And you know I wish I could change but if I don't blame the past, I'll break this anyway (Ah) 'Cause if I could retrace my footsteps, it'd be me and I know that I need comfort but I hate being comfortable I wonder why I hate getting what I want It's torture but I can't seem to shake it off It's all in my head, I fuck up again and again I need comfort but I hate being satisfied Don't hope, it's the hope that kills me every time Come close but not close enough to change my mind It's all in my head and I know I'll do it again Wanna stay, wanna run, wanna disappear I keep biting my tongue just to keep you here Made you wait for someone I could never be And it's killing me Wanna stay (wanna stay, wanna stay), wanna run, wanna disappear I keep biting (I keep biting, I keep biting) my tongue just to keep you here Made you wait (Made you wait, made you wait) for someone I could never be, whoa I need comfort but I hate being comfortable I wonder why I hate getting what I want It's torture but I can't seem to shake it off, yeah (shake it off) Comfort but I hate being satisfied Don't hope, it's the hope that kills me every time Come close but not close enough to change my mind, change my mind, whoa