Long, Long While lyrics

So, tell me how you've been Are you still doing fine? It's been a while since you left I haven't seen the sun in a long, long time I'm waiting for you every day But I know you won't come home It's kind of funny in a way How we don't believe the things we know So I'll paint a picture with my own two hands With a sunset, trees, and mountains in between them By the lakehouse in the summer But the water's cold as winter Like me But the sun hasn't risen In a long, long time And in another world, she'd listen For a long, long while She's a ghost to her ambitions But in the way she moves I don't mind No, I don't mind But the sun hasn't risen In a long, long time And in another world, she'd listen For a long, long while She's a ghost to her ambitions But in the way she moves I don't mind Now I'm burning all my bridges So I can say she's mine And at the end of every valley There's an end in sight She's a ghost to her ambitions But with a killer smile I'll die So, I'll die