Autumn lyrics

Did he miss me? Did he cry when we closed the door? Why did I cry sobbing I buried myself in beer and wine And I was flooded with lies and tears He broke my heart like breaking book spines The ship was sinking He was our love It was a golden autumn It was beautiful and radiant But behind it was destructive We shed each other's blood Lips together but apart And in the end we woke up in separate beds In different cities It was a golden autumn And broken as fuck I said it would be before and after you But I lied, because deep down, I felt lost I know you lied too You said we would be the best But our dreams turned to ashes Along with the brightness of the beginning It was a golden autumn It was beautiful and radiant But behind it was destructive We shed each other's blood Lips together but apart And in the end we woke up in separate beds In different cities It was a golden autumn And broken as fuck Fights, parties, goodbyes Jealousy, wounds, distance Lost time, sighs, broken hearts Legendary, lost, alive It was a golden autumn It was beautiful and radiant But behind it was destructive We shed each other's blood Lips together but apart And in the end we woke up in separate beds In different cities It was a golden autumn And broken as fuck