Tell Me It Was Real lyrics

Blue glow on the cold floor I'm drunk and disoriented in this room News about my life comes out like wind My body screams for it I mentally ask you to tell me it was real How did this whole shit end? New life, a prey ready to be eaten My tears are gathering with the drink I'm losing myself, come and pick up the pieces of me I went from happy to broken in seconds My friends say they warned me, but I ignore them I just want him to tell me it was real That I wasn't delusional, that I wasn't naive again Through the windows I see what could have been If I hadn't made a mistake, had made my mistake the truth Now I'm on the floor drinking something that will give me a hangover The next day my friends arrived I was lying in the middle of the cold floor No, I was dying on the cold floor They joked that I had gone crazy That I would kill him, but would I really do it I gave my time It's only fair that he gave his life My empathy will be a knife I'll break everything that reminds me of him But I want him to say it was real So I don't kill someone in vain I went from happy to broken in seconds My friends say they warned me, but I ignore them I just want him to tell me it was real That I wasn't delusional, that I wasn't naive again Through the windows I see what could have been If I hadn't made a mistake, had made my mistake the truth Now I'm on the floor drinking something that will give me a hangover Machiavellian, waiting for an opportunity I drank every drink in that bar I was planning my sweet revenge I was planning to have powers I went from happy to broke in seconds My friends say they warned me, but I ignore them I just want him to tell me it was real