Barren lyrics

Curdled like milk in the summer heat My skull's gone soft, my head is spoiled My heart's a rabid dog trying to put its teeth in you You thought you saw light but it was forest fires Eating me alive, my limbs are dead and dry My ribcage cradles dirt and weeds I'm empty inside And I will never be able to love you I couldn't if I tried And I will lie down next to you But I fear a dead body would feel warm compared to mine 'Cause I'm barren On the inside I'm barren On the inside You tried to make love to my empty womb Tried to stuff me like a doll with pieces of you But it all seeps from my loosened seams I took myself apart and cut off my strings And scrape the remains from my starving bowels Collected them into garbage piles To tie in bags, sink in the lake And bury at the bottom of my sad mistakes 'Cause I will never be able to love you I couldn't if I tried And I will lie down next to you But I fear a dead body would feel warm compared to mine 'Cause I'm barren On the inside I'm barren On the inside