What If lyrics

You only get it if you risk it You know the biscuit And everybody seems to love the taste while I still sit here Choking on my silly mind That I have tried to fight But deep inside me when it’s time It surely will survive It starts with overthinking Before I’m sinking Drowning in the sea of thoughts Somewhere between yes and no or stop and go And then it starts to grow My fear of I don’t know It comes like 1, 2, 3 and then it disappears The aftertaste remains Equals a 5 course meal It leaves no time, no break, no pause or space I’m feeling fully lost inside this maze No wonder no one ever seems to understand me I just don’t get it myself Try not to hate me Until the next big thing that you think is tiny But my brain quite likes it And decides to size it I, I, I want to say what keeps me low Want it to shut, shut up Want it to get, get up Get up and let go And I, I don’t want to fear what I don’t know What if it turned out right And I’d be stuck though I could get up and let go Oh What, what, what if