Who Am I lyrics

I tried so hard to be who you wanted Who am I now that you're gone? Who am I now? Who will I be? Since your light is gone and you guided me I tore myself apart Carved your name on my heart Wrote you letters from the start Pourin' out from the heart on my sleeve But that wasn't me I tried so hard to be who you wanted Who am I now that you're gone? Who am I now? Who will I be? My Momma scared of how I think I don't blame her How can I blame her? I'm not who she once loved anymore I'm too strong for my head, my conscious don't rest easy Look for myself in the mixture, so I'ma sip rip deadly Conflicted soul, no wonder why I always feel fuckin' heavy As time flies death is less scary When who you are is already buried I tried so hard to be who you wanted Who am I now that you're gone? Who am I now? Who will I be? Since your light is gone and you guided me I tore myself apart Carved your name on my heart Wrote you letters from the start Pourin' out from the heart on my sleeve But that wasn't me My Momma scared of how I think I don't blame her How can I blame her? I'm not who she once loved anymore