So Long (Still I Wonder) lyrics

It's morning again. I wish all the emptiness would end and my friend would return. Though I know that you're still alive, I'm scared, I'm almost paralyzed Of the emotions that's growing inside. And something is missing. And when I take a look around me, it's like I see you everywhere, Anywhere. So long, still I wonder why. So long, and my river runs dry, And I know all the secrets you know, But I don't know where to go. Life must go on, though it is hard not to end it all. I wish I had known what you knew. I'm blaming myself. The shadow is oh, so strong, its power distorted my view. And something is missing. And when I take a look around me, it's like I see you everywhere, Everywhere.