Original lyrics

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Standing at the edge of sanity I've been here a couple of times But I swore I was better, I was better And it hurts, to keep inside Feeling worse, cause I know I Could be in control, if I let them know Keep thinking that I'm finally waken But I'm mistaken Now I'm sitting all alone in the basement Hands are shaking Cause I hurt myself, myself again Crying for help, for help again Didn't feel so precious under all the pressure I hurt myself, myself again, myself again Myself again Myself again Myself again Myself again Myself again Myself again I know I'm my own worst enemy Got a double sided mind But I swear I'll get better, I'll get better this time I need to believe, these times don't make me weak And I'm in control, my life's beautiful My head and my heart's been aching Feelings are fading Now I'm sitting all alone in the basement Hands are shaking Cause I hurt myself, myself again Crying for help, for help again Didn't feel so precious under all the pressure I hurt myself, myself again, myself again Myself again Myself again Myself again Myself again Myself again Myself again Everything bad that's ever happened to me It's playing to fast like a messed up movie When it's like that, it's so hard to see the beauty That's when I hurt myself, myself again Cause I hurt myself, myself again Crying for help, for help again Didn't feel so precious under all the pressure I hurt myself, myself again, myself again Myself again Myself again Myself again Myself again Myself again Myself again