Honestly lyrics

If I could stop One second before my friend I'm sure that i would stop It happened before And then will happen again But I stand still I can fell the rising weight of my mistakes All that I chose to be And all that I believe Its carved inside of me In everything I did And I stand still I can feel relief on my state of mind Trust me I won’t deny my weakness To be some perfect man I won’t forget my existence As long as I am here In this constantly change of time While im trying to synthesise My thoughts in reality Looking deep in my eyes I saw a river flooding my veins Deeply washing the signs Of my pride and resistance In this constantly change of time While im trying to synthesise My thoughts in reality