The Paradox lyrics

I'm the one who needs no wings But only I know how to make them spread and fly I no longer feel I'm sick But only I know what condition I may hide Hey! Oh, wait! Only gods know what a gloomy brain Might do when you keep feeding it with pain I'm sick of all the human race But all I miss is having fun with people I like Now I have no expiry date Though I miss the time when death was just a slide Hey! Oh, wait! Only now I know it's true the things I used to feel when people pushed me away I don't know my freakin' way I'm confused and nothing makes me satisfied How the hell is my own name? I may live but my old heart just wanna die Hey! Oh, wait! All the gods know what a gloomy brain Will do if you keep feeding it with pain Hey! Oh, wait! Only now I know it's true the things I used to fear when they all scared me away