Scream Not To Cry lyrics

Once more i surprise myself Seen me talking with cowards Scream not to cry Cry to fell clean I was never happy with that It´s shameful what i am I can use everything that makes me forget My enemy watches me always Today he returns stronger And takes back all the recollections of my life All the reality that i wanna forget All that is dirty and ridiculous in me For many years i have tried However i fail every fucking day I´ll never get to kill The enemy who lives inside me