Lust Over Loyalty lyrics

She's waiting at home Counting down the days I’ve earned her trust but I don't deserve it I down another hoping I don't remember a thing Just an excuse to kill my conscience I’m gonna hate myself when the sun comes up But right now I’m in my darkest glory Letting her have her way with me I keep telling myself It’s not worth it But I can’t help it I’m coming home but I’m not alone tonight I try to hold myself back I just can’t win I just give in I’m coming home but I’m not alone tonight I hang my head down in shame I know she’ll never forgive me She’ll look me in the eyes And I know all she will see Is lust over loyalty All she will see Is lust over loyalty I keep telling myself It’s not worth it But I can’t help it I’m coming home but I’m not alone tonight I try to hold myself back I just can’t win I just give in I’m coming home but I’m not alone tonight I wish I could be The one you need Trustworthy, unworldly I wish I could flee Temptations plea She's calling me And I don't even know her name I keep telling myself It’s not worth it But I can’t help it I’m coming home but I’m not alone tonight I try to hold myself back I just can’t win I just give in I’m coming home but I’m not alone tonight