The Decision Made Itself lyrics

Something I should have done a long time ago Just kept it hanging over Somewhere I never went but wanted to go Out into the open It was a long year and I wasted it Now each breath's getting shorter Get it over with, but I'm not convinced It will rub my shoulders Nothing I could have said, my mouth wouldn't move The words entered my head Frozen in place like a monument to silent death Then I'd wake up from a dream of true love and filter it A far away look like a suspect, nervous in a line up Stuck in slow-motion until this is through And it's kill or be killed I'm facing up to it with nothing to lose The decision made itself And I will say, yeah I will say I will say, yeah I will say