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I'm lying on the moorland Waiting for a sign Please someone give me one reason Which keeps me back from recluse life When my damaged world will be whole When promises won't pass into white lies I'm trying to grab a piece of harmony Not stayin in agony Fighting against bitter feelings Searching the light in me The motion of the leaves Dark crackling steps Showing the lack of honesty You call this empathy? Strings that bind The purpose and reason Eventually will break apart This fusion You look at me watching my smiling face Does it occur knowing the essence You see the mask As pure as dirt Someone must die Just because you have been hurt