Chaos Arpeggiating lyrics

Mountain City yellows they're not on the grounds they're in the wall This loneliness is so distracting I'm barely missing you at all Will I survive the Easter in this sloughy womb of noxious isolation? No I can feel the sabers now in my illusionary casket Now your charming little virus is getting all your attention As I drag my chair up to the window to absorb some solar lashings It's your saint's name day tomorrow but last year's paper wasps they are not living Anymore Why should I be scorned like some catalyst for famines when it's me who's been Exiled in apartments? Oh must I always be chaos arpeggiating? Mountain City yellows I see them glitching through the floor The minotaur of self abuse can't pick himself up anymore Your last violent freak out was a eulogy to us I was truly touched that you still cared enough to throw psychotic fits And now I'm sparring with the no one, the void, the vacuum of conscience As I mine the rust of my celebrity with snarls and mock laughter I have the sense that you're wanting me to chase you But what's the point? We can't be together without starting a row Why should I be scorned like some catalyst for famines when it's me who's been Exiled in apartments? Oh must I always be chaos arpeggiating? Why should I be scorned like some catalyst for famines when it's me who's been Exiled in apartments? Oh must I always be chaos arpeggiating? Chaos arpeggiating Chaos arpeggiating me