I Hate Myself Today lyrics

Silence! I can't hear your reproaches today What's wrong? Did I lose control this time For real Goddamned Tell me Who are you to blame me for your mistakes? To push me To deconstruct me to make me want you even more Feel me, love me, spoil me, save me, go! Kick me, stab me, burn me, save me, whore! This is the first time that I'm on my knees (On my knees) And I hate myself today This is the first time that I'm on my knees (On my knees) And I hate myself today I tried! So hard and nothing works fine, kick my head and say you'll be mine Let me suffer Go on sucking my self-esteem Kick my head Crush it and smile while scream Feel me, love me, spoil me, save me, go! Kick me, stab me, burn me, save me, whore! I am nothing! This is the last time I'm on my knees I hate myself today! This is the first time that I'm on my knees (On my knees) And I hate myself today (today) This is the first time that I'm on my knees (On my knees) And I hate myself today