Who Am I lyrics

My guide has left me He gave me no advice As I stood there in my ignorance Planted seeds of depression Conquered those emotions I could feel the spreading fields of indifference From white to black my world turned into grey Every former perception took refuge in the deepest void Where is the way I will find a solution Not yet ready to choose the exit the search goes on Tell me who am I Just unable to see The meanness and the beauty Creating destiny Tell me who am I Just unable to be This conscious person Apart from insanity I've arrived at a point where it seems to be Impossible to escape from reality Deep inside I know that I have to face it To understand it would be able to escape.