Original lyrics
ENHelp me, help me
Mask my smile please
Cracks are traveling up my face and I can't make to see them leave me
Crying, crying
Crying or I'm high
I am at my breaking point, and I can't seem to fix things right
Trying, trying (this is)
Trying to break free (the part when I break free)
I can't tell if this is real or just attention that I seek ('cause I can't resist it no more)
Find me, find me
Find me in this hell (what the hell?)
Anybody just unmask me, 'cause I can't do it myself (no, no, no, no, no, no)
Out of energy (woo)
Sanity's not free (free)
I buckled under pressure, and now I need therapy (yay)
Voices everyday
Cajole and they berate
It's spreading like a virus, and it's coming from my brain
Doctor, oh doctor (ooh, ooh)
Please don't tell me again (ooh-ooh-ooh)
I know my heart is fine (ooh)
And my blood pressure's alright (ooh)
But why does it feel like I'm dying inside? (Ooh-ooh-ooh)
Doctor, oh doctor (ooh, ooh)
My suffering's too long (ooh-ooh-ooh)
He says: Patients be patient
And come back again
When something's really wrong
Tell me what to do
My brain tells me to give up, but my whole body is confused
I'm scared, I'm scared (I got no time)
But I'm scared to even talk (I got no time to live)
People that are the solutions are the problems that I block (I got no time to live and I can't say goodbye)
Hurting, hurting (ouch, ouch)
But no one seems to see (ouch, ouch)
I'm drowning in my tears, and I've forgotten how to breathe (ouch, ouch, ouch)
Tired, tired (help me)
Tired of the pain (someone please come and tell me, please)
Not the pain that's on my wrist, but all the pain inside my brain
No one understands (ah)
No one really cares (hm)
Nothing seems to work, and life and pay is never fair (nope)
But I don't want to hurt
I don't want to die
But I don't want to burden someone else, and so I lie
Doctor, oh doctor (ooh, ooh)
Please don't tell me again (ooh-ooh-ooh)
I know my heart fine (ooh)
And my blood pressure's alright (ooh)
But why does it feel like I'm dying inside? (Ooh-ooh-ooh)
Doctor, oh doctor (ooh, ooh)
I'm begging for your aid (ooh-ooh-ooh)
You're just a little ill
Gives me way too many pills
Why can't you just go on
Oh, I know to them it's just a game
All my wages down the drain
I'm trial and error, but am I in vain?
It's too much pain to bare
Would anybody care
If I just take the dare?
('Cause why not? Hahaha)
Doctor, oh doctor
Will this be enough?
I have the bloody coughs
And my livers almost gone
Oh, and did I tell you that my hand's falling off? (Oh)
Doctor, please tell me (ooh, ooh)
Am I only your toy? (Ooh-ooh-ooh)
What a waste
He's laughing at my face (hahaha)
Like I'm (hahaha, hahahaha)
Just another-er-er-er-er-er (hahaha, hahaha)
