Smile Masked lyrics

Smile Mask breaks me Mask my smile, please Monster's cracking in my face and I can't seem to make it leave me Crying, crying Crying or I'm high I am at my breaking point 'cause I can't seem to fix things right Trying, trying Trying to break free I can't tell if this is real or just attention that I seek Oh, help me, save me In this digital hell Anybody just unmask me 'cause I can't do it myself Caine gives me a B (B) Zooble's therapy (-py) They're fighting and they're crying and I cannot make them leave (wee) Bipolar energy (woo) Try sane to be free (free) I cracked under the pressure and my brain is break-breaking Doctor, Caine, doctor Please don't tell me again I know my heart fine Ribbon blood pressure's alright Tell me why does my mask break who I am inside Doctor, Caine, doctor Say, isn't this your job? He says: Patients be patients As he glitches they say Come back when something's wrong Tell me, tell me Tell me what to do My brains tells me to give up but it seems wrong, I'm so confused I'm scared, so scared But I'm scared to even talk People that are the solutions are the problems that I block I'm hurting, hurting (ouch, ouch) But no one seems to see (ouch, ouch) I'm drowning in my tears and I've forgotten how to breathe (ouch, ouch) Tired, tired Tired of the pain Not the pain that's on my wrist but all the pain inside my brain Cause no-one understands No-one really cares Nothing seems to work and life and pay is never fair But I don't want to hurt I don't want to die But I don't want to burden someone else and so I lie Doctor, Caine, doctor Please don't tell me again I know my heart fine And blood pressure's alright But why does it feel like I'm dying inside Web-Manga author Which one should launch my job? He says: Give up, have a nice day Or there's no more pay for you Blame them and move on Oh, I know to Caine it's just a game No time to lean, just clean in pain The work won't end' no smiles will pay I'm screaming Oh-oh-oh, Its switching too much pain to bear Does anybody scare If I just take the dare 'Cause, why not? (Haha-haha) Doctor, Doctor Is this just enough? Isekaied hit by a bus Kill myself, it's not enough Nothing's working, I'm cra-crashing I've had enough Doctor, Caine, doctor What was the pencil pointing at It's too late now While covering mask laughing Stop draw once more