Amidst the Pillars of Void lyrics

My speechless lifetime Is a portrait without affection Is there a reason to endure? This fractured sense of joy I did not even wanted To Continue Life is strength in death It admit trough the Pillars of Void I am sick to be a part Of this insensible Waves of bitter full moments Has reached the end All my arrogance is lost Disappearing in to the disconcerting depression