Emerald lyrics

Hi It's been a minute since we talked I just wanted to catch up and maybe see If you had changed your mind about me Or if you still think I'm a self-destructive mess And only listen to the people around me who tell me what I wanna hear Well, I have grown a lot of ways that you were never here to see But I guess you don't care at all Tell me, why is Everything so, so, so, so serious to you? I know, I know Just what you want to hear from me But I, I won't I think it's better left unsaid For you to see Inside my actions instead of my words Always fall short of what you think of me