Who Am I? lyrics

I cut my hair the way you say you like it Have I got no free will? I took the long way home to make a point about it Now I'm late, but what a thrill You can't be my responsibility What if I want someone to take care of me? When I put it like that, it sounds so fucking bleak And I want you, but not like this Been tryna be everything But I can't be your rock, and your lover, your mom And I've tried Now I'm not anything Just a painting that's meant to blend in with the wall I'm tired If I'm your everything, who am I? See, when you get sad I find it all-consuming So can you just not get sad? I'll look like a fool Feel like a failure tryna be your saviour Dancing 'round the room tryna make you laugh Been tryna be everything But I can't be your rock, and your lover, your mom And I've tried Now I'm not anything Just a painting that's meant to blend in with the wall I'm tired If I'm your everything, who am I? I-I Who am I? I'll try and I'll try till it eats me alive And I'll do what you want till I'm something I'm not I'd jump and I'd run to the edge and beyond And for what? Do my best till there's none of me left Been tryna be everything But I can't be your rock, your lover, your mom God, I've tried Now I'm not anything Just a silhouette of the person I was If I'm your everything, who am I?