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I'm just procrastinating It takes time to materialize your fantasies In due time I find myself a remedy-y-y It takes time to materialize your fantasies In due time I'll find myself a remedy Or write songs, obsessin' about the melody I'm headstrong but it's 'bout time that it gets to me-e-e I shut down and shut my mouth, try to save some face A clenched jaw and a sweat drop 'Bout a second 'fore I break If it all falls down just know I gave it my all Till there was not more I can take I don't call and now they're saying that I changed up It fucks my brain up 'Bout a second till I break If it all falls down just know I gave it my all Till there was not more I can take I don't call and now they're saying that I changed up It fucks my brain up 'Bout a second till I break (Before I, before I, before I) (Before I, before I, before I) They don't even try to see where I'm comin' from 'Cause when I needed it more, I had no one But I don't even blame 'em for it Yeah, I would never shame 'em for it I'd hate but I can't afford it I'm way too focused on me I'm giving into my-y-y hopes and my greed But they try to paint it like it's much worse than it seems And they wonder why I'm tearin' at the seams I try to bear it till I Shut down and shut my mouth, try to save some face A clenched jaw and a sweat drop 'Bout a second 'fore I break If it all falls down just know I gave it my all Till there was not more I can take I don't call and now they're saying that I changed up It fucks my brain up 'Bout a second till I break If it all falls down just know I gave it my all Till there was not more I can take I don't call and now they're saying that I changed up It fucks my brain up 'Bout a second till I break (Before I, before I, before I) (Fuck, if it all falls down just know I) (Before I, before I) (Before I, before I, before I)