Today Is In The Past lyrics

So what is left from all the love That brought me here where I stand Life was hard on me you know All these lines are here to tell Some say I'm young but I'm not sure Cause my grey hair reminds me of The suffering that's in my life I just found out one year ago I wonder what my family thought Raising me among the tears Destroying what I thought was pure It couldn't have made me sane I'm playing my songs Ignoring the voice Inside of my head that makes me fall Someday I'll be gone And all that you'll find Are letters to tell why I left