41 Miles lyrics

Forty one miles away And still nothing could lead me back home   Before my eyes cheated me Old pages of insanity, to burn Four hundred times you said Heard those echoes that made me wait for Leave all the ephemeral, don't leave me at all You don't hear although I'm here, even closer than before And with this leave I will start being - without proving But if you wish I`ll be outside I thought I`d never let myself - be so cruel Lately all we need isn't there  My life kept burning Light on my own Dementia blurring Breaking the dawn And with this leave I will start being - without proving But if you wish I`ll be outside I thought I`d never let myself - be so cruel Lately all we need isn't there  Where are the words I tried to remember? Try to become Don`t try to resemble Life`s unspoken reasons I keep on trying to hear My life kept burning Light on my own Waiting, returning Breaking the dawn And with this leave I will start being - without proving But if you wish I`ll wait outside How come you never allow yourself Maybe all we need is despair Where are the words I tried to remember? Try to become Don`t try to resemble Life`s unspoken reasons I keep on trying to hear  And with this leave I will start being - without proving And when you wish I`ll be outside How come you never allow yourself - a bit cruel Lately all we need is despair Where are the words I tried to remember Give me one song I`ll try to surrender to life's unspoken reasons why I even hear these reasons why I even see these reasons I keep on trying to hear 41 miles away, Though within is where I found my real home