This hate's for you lyrics

I'm gettin thru myself To see the pain lived so far It's no one's fault I got no-one to blame Just myself in pain I know the words you used those days I was that kid I was no harm or aim Don't get why on me that shame You left no trace of compassion Afraid to choose to have a bond No more think i have friends Comes from my hearth This hate's for you And i'm still here For the time we never shared And i fucking wait for your apologies You left me alone against my fast There's nothing left In pieces broken still But i won't change my will I don't forget the way i felt Those nights alone Where i had no rest But still i search the best for me