Clown lyrics

I'm just a man with the soul of a clown Who forces me messin' up everything around Looking for Jesus but I'm judas's friend I'm just a traitor Make crying the angels I'm looking for myself so I'm on the turn But in the mirror I just see a blur So how could I see there all of my crimes If I can't find myself without you this time? And I won't be perfect but I try to be better I'm fallen so teach me that I need to learn I'm just that weak who can't keep things together As darkness falls on the way But you can fade it away The teardrops what born in your eyes They are sad orphans of my worthless lies Let me carry on and turn them for smile 'Cause I'm just a clown so I have to try What can I say as my words are not in your use My fate is given but I'd like to choose How could storm get over if I am the wind? Inflicting a blow up on all of my sins