Delusions lyrics

I've become one with the universe----? I'm controling the power of cosmos hoping to drive in space space! Acid in space! It takes me to another dimension relieving from reality Living in a world of delusions these drugs keep me sane The world will discover its not all me exposing the life that you breath Feeling lighter is all I----? reflecting the truth to delusions and dreams Lost in my empty feelings it's better there pronounce me dead Promise i'd live like fire in the sun I can't see through the cloud that surrounds me Painted pictures are not like the way that you think By having the answers in my eyes in my mind in my soul I'm losing control the sky keeps falling on me Exposing the life that you breath Reflecting the truth to delusions and dreams Feeling lighter is about like the heavenly seed Why is this happening to me never trusted by my inner feeling it's better to be dead than to be alive