Not In This Lifetime lyrics

Time it goes by It's a lonely season You got someone you could hold And all I have left is the cold Times that we cried Were they ever sincere? Outside like a stray in the snow Oh how did I end up this low? I kept thinking it was me But now that I think of it Nothing was like it seemed Just a dream I couldn't see All those things I fell in too deep Those movie scenes came out to be What Happened to me What did it mean to you? How is it that you still glow And I'm looking wicked and old? I know There's no changing any of this You'll keep living the life that I miss Can't believe it but it's true I won't find someone just like you Not In This Lifetime Oh I can't be alone for long The quiet's loud when you're far gone I thought I'd heal by now But my heart still doesn't know how Days slip by like wind through the trees Your memory stays still haunting me I keep pretending it's all okay Even though it's getting worse by the day I kept thinking it was me But now that I think of it Nothing was like it seemed Just a dream I couldn't see All those things I fell in too deep Those movie scenes came out to be What Happened to me What did it mean to you? How is it that you still glow And I'm looking wicked and old? I know There's no changing any of this You'll keep living the life that I miss