Better Boy lyrics

Let's hold our heads up, just tonight, and pretend that we're okay 'Cause we're okay, right? Dear God, I am still your son, right? God damn it, I need you I don't know you at all anymore And I wanted to feel something better than what I once knew But I am alone tonight, while the kids are out high. I am alone tonight Do you remember this like I remember you? Ayy I will wake up beside you someday when we're both alone and lonely Someday when I find the time to be a better boy I'll be a better boy 'Cause if I've ever wanted one thing, it'd be the last two years of our lives back. And if I could ever tell you something, it'd be that I still love you I will be a better boy if it means that you will stay here I will be a better boy, a better boy