Complicated lyrics

I went through a dramatic spell Thinking about what happened It was like a semi-coma Locked away in my own world I was deeply disappointed, and I know The world doesn't stop for me to pull myself together But I needed to step away To learn how to put myself back together Sometimes the wind helps Blowing away my mistakes But other times it just disturbs me Bringing back your scent There are days when insomnia makes things hard And I find myself thinking of you But if I do manage to fall asleep You're bound to show up in my dreams I'm changing my paths Avoiding the old ones Breaking old habits in my stride I'm rediscovering myself I'm running, I'm fleeing I'm trying to forget you Finding new places of refuge I'm rebuilding myself I'm seeking in other embraces A love, a friend Something that makes sense To fill this void I turned myself inside out Then righted myself in desperation It's been so complicated Finding that rhythm again I'm changing my paths Avoiding the old ones Breaking old habits in my stride I'm rediscovering myself I'm running, I'm fleeing I'm trying to forget you Finding new places of refuge I'm rebuilding myself I'm seeking in other embraces A love, a friend Something that makes sense To fill this void I turned myself inside out Then righted myself in desperation It's been so complicated Finding that rhythm again