I Wanted to Believe lyrics

I wanted to believe you would always be there But life had other plans I let myself get trapped in this routine One they said was meant for my growth I felt so small Utterly insignificant I couldn't give you one last hug Look, I understand if you left Feeling so disappointed in me Know that my tears Aren't just from sadness I can't quite explain it There is so much held inside I don't even know if, one day It will be possible for anyone to put it into words I didn't want this process of growing up To change me so much that I lost myself I was so foolish to believe That you would always be there I have nowhere left to run When the sky seems to be falling Your gaze and your embrace are gone As are the wise words that used to rebuild me I felt so small Utterly insignificant I couldn't give you one last hug I didn't want this process of growing up To change me so much that I lost myself I was so foolish to believe that you would always be there I didn't want this process of growing up To change me so much that I lost myself I was so foolish to believe that you would always be there