Handful of sand lyrics

I woke up this morning Lying under my bed With hell's bells in my ears A runaway truck in my head I tried to get off the floor But my feet wouldn't carry me I tried to open my eyes But the light was too bright to see Last night I left my lovin' woman Told her to hit the road To find herself another man I don't know why it took so long Don't know what went wrong I only know that she is gone A I feel good all alone refrain: Standing on my own two feet Taking my trouble to the street All of those years All of those nights They keep falling through your fingers Like a handful of sand Now that you're gone baby I can finally speak my mind I never told you too much Kept everything inside All my life I wished I had a home But I held my secret baby Like a dog holds a bone refrain All of those years All of those nights They keep falling through your fingers (2x) Like a handful of sand