Blind Spot lyrics

Home alone again The fear just never Seems to go away Of the ceiling crashing in I'm looking up into the dark I feel it pulling at my soul The strangest voices from beyond Reaching out to call me Never before did the right thing feel so wrong I got way too close to the Sun Not for the first time I was wrong trying to make it right I stared too long and got blinded by the light And I'm so scared to Be damned if I do I burned a blind spot into my eyes A dark hole filling out my sight On the edge a ray of sunshine Teasing what might lie behind it Out of question out of mind If I can't see the other side Maybe I'll stop trying to reach it Play it safe or am I Lying denying the truth Just to lose myself? Never before did the right thing feel so wrong I got way too close to the Sun Not for the first time I was wrong trying to make it right I stared too long and got blinded by the light And I'm so scared to Be damned if I do I'll be damned if I don't Always running from something Misleading deceiving The thoughts start to creep in Lying denying the truth Just to find myself Home alone again The fear just never seems To go away Never before did the right thing feel so wrong I got way too close to the Sun Not for the first time I was wrong trying to make it right I stared too long and got blinded by the light And I'm so scared to Be damned if I do I'll be damned if I don't