Crush lyrics

I was running out in the cold light Wondering where to go To run away, without you All my fear is coming home And it's ripped out from the soul You can't be me I will become you (tonight) I was wandering under black skies Clutching at what is mine No control left to lose Well, I thought that it woudn't me But I'm worrying like a child I feel so guilty I'll make it up to you (tonight) Pictures I've been dreaming are coming down They're changing my future Visions I had buried underground Returning to the future I was breaking out of my own skin Choking upon release I'm in no state, to judge you Watching everything left alone Chasing memories I used to own I can't wait until this is over (tonight) Pictures I've been dreaming are coming down They're changing my future Visions I had buried underground Returning to the future Well the nightmares I've been having have arrived They're changing my future The sounds of my creation at my door How could you do this to her?