Original lyrics

EN

For all the broken things i've done All the trying to make it numb Now my doors are bolted shut, and my windows are boarded up I don't want anyone to hear, but still my words won't stop I'm sorry it took so long I'm sorry I'm not so strong Every thought brings so much pain I miss everything This is not a suicide poem This is not a note This is not a song and it will never come out how I intend it to This is a eulogy for hope, a goodbye for self esteem A funeral for anything that was once inside of me I'm sorry there's nothing left to give I'm sorry I can't just stay out of the way When every thought reminds me of how it used to be I miss everything I miss everything I miss everything too much