Cursed lyrics

Dare to embrace this wrongful healing I've tried to change cause life has it's ways Bent with I'm bent with this feeling thoughts start to drain me bury the reasons why Restless my mind seems so restless torn from the strain confused and deranged Sick with I'm sick from this pleading reflection's weight with great frustration Trapped inside myself Caught again, ,never ending Please take this all away Countless attempts to push forward Hell lives within me death seems to haunt me Fear of losing this handle I'll always hate this I'll never shake this cursed