Rest lyrics

I dont't understand me i fill my world with mysterious feelings i feel the loss of control i think that nothing can stop this delirious speeding deal!!! don't look to unload cause i know fortune's misleading all of the rest that i get im sleeping less and less all of the time that i waste im sleeping less and less i feel like i taste im opened up for my own demise so fear grips my lips and i understand why you want to fly but why!!!! must you open sores and steal a moment's true meaning